Heartbroken Girl

As a homeschooler, I think its normal to become independent, last night I realized. You can't be independent without God, because if I say that  I  helped  myself  that day,  I  studied and passed  that  test, this is no longer independence, this is selfishness. I tend to forget this allot of times, and I hope to remember that God is the one who helped me that day, He was the one who gave me the strength to wake up that morning. The courage to start the test, and finish it. Finals week, is almost a faith test week, it tests how much you'll trust in God to help you. It helps to remember that God can help carry your burdens, I have allot to carry right now, and the pressure has been eating away at me. Last night I cracked open, and cried. I was glad I did, I asked God to take my burdens, because I could no longer carry it myself. And I feel better now, I have more courage in myself. That I'll be able to tackle obstacles that may come my way. And when finals come, don't fr

Hey there!! If you just so happened to come across this, then...lucky you!!! *doesn't know why you would be lucky* ;-; Anyways!! I would indeed like to apologize for not making any new skits (youtube), it's hard to focus right now. Lemme explain why! So, as I said, I'm moving. But first we're making a couple of stops to our old homes, and friends. First, we'll be staying a month with family, and after this month, we'll be staying another month in another country...That second country is the country I grew up in :) I'm very excited, and scared. Also frustrated because I'll have to be doing schoolwork still. That's not fun at all, at all. But when all this is over, I'll be back to my usual crazy life. That's better than right now, I mean I don't hate my grandmother, or my uncles. But there's 0 privacy, and I mean like none. But that''s fine, I'm pretty used to no privacy, since I started to come here (Here, as in my gran