Heartbroken Girl

So....they came. My uncles and grandma, are here, in my house. And Its been 5 hours, and they were the most stressful in my life. My grandma is so clingy!!! I don't want to be rude and tell her to not touch me. BUT STILL!! She keeps grabbing my arm, I think its broken. She's not a frail old woman, she's quite strong, and healthy. So, I'm not being unfair. Its not like she needs the support by holding me, she just does it 'cause she apparently, 'loves my mom, but since she's dead, I use that love on you!' Gee, what a compliment. Makes me feel a whole lot better. >insert sarcasm rolling eyes here< I don't want to be a replacement for my mom!! My mom deserves all the love you can give her, I'm just a fragment of my mom. I am super glad my grandma is in the guest room!! I mean how am I supposed to fart without concern if she's in my room?!?! XDDD OMS Don't act like you don't think like that ;-; She has my bed, and the floor is killi

. U_U NOW WE'RE STRESSED OUT!! .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ ........ Wish I could turn back time, when mom sang us to sleep. But now we're stressed out..@_@ ....... ...... .... ... .. . Hey guys!! Its finally happening o_o and I'm freaking out majorly. Like, super total maxed out freak out. My grandma and uncles come here tomorrow. D_D SAVE ME!!! Its seriously happening, and I am so freaking scared. p_p I feel super stressed out, I don't want the people who annoy me most staying at my house for two weeks. WHERE IS THE FREAKING PRIVACY?!! Gosh, and my dad won't even stop pestering me about wanting to not have them sleep in my room. Why, would I want the person who annoys me the most to be beside me of every single framing moment of the day. Why? At least give me my room to chill!!! Where the heck am I supposed to go to cool off? Or have some me time? PRIVACY!! They're all ready using my personal bathroom, that I do not like sharing

This is going to be a selfish post, but I just gotta say something... . .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ .......... LOOL, Read this depressing post if you will. >_> ........ ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. . I am alone. I feel alone. I have no real friends. I'm literally alone. And I have been for 6 months. Now, that might not seem like a big deal, but when you have actually not had any human interaction that you enjoyed in those months, you start to get lonely. I feel as if its just going to be this way forever. As if I won't be able to find anyone who'll be capable of brightening up my day with a single 'hello' Maybe I will be like this for forever, maybe I won't have any physical friends until 2018. Maybe, I was meant to wait forever. To be alone. Gee, Niah, that's depressing. Well, yes, and I'm not done yet. What if I was never meant to love anyone, to care for anyone. What if I just grow old and die

Yo!! Guys!!! *I am never saying that again* How you guys doing?? I am bored. As usual. I should be doing school work, but...meh. *throws schoolwork off cliff* >:D BE GONE!!!! BE GONE FOREVER!!!!! MWHAHAHAHAHA --- *chokes* *Cough* Anyway, back to whatever I was gonna say. AHHH I JUST HAD A THOUGHT! WHAT IF MY CRUSH FINDS MY BLOG O_O OMS NO. NO. NO. JUST NO. D_D Well, at least he'll be creeped out and make sure to block me in every way possible. That's not good. At all. Ermehstars I miss him so much...This song on the radio...'Wait for me, I know I'll find you.." That's so sweet. :333 TORI KELLY IS ON THE RADIO!!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! YOU GO TORI!!! SPREAD GOD'S WORD!!!! HECK YEAH!!! Hey, did you guys know. My crush's mom gave me two watches, also it was his sisters idea. I shoudl wear it more often :333 Ugh, I still can't get over him. I just need him right now, I just wish....IS IT TO LATE TO SAY SORRY NOW!??!?! IM SORRY!!!!!! LOL Mkay, I have nothing

Reunited hearts * .. ... .... ..... ....... ........ .......... ............ ............... .................. ...................... .......................... ............................ .............................. ||| I was having fun catching up with their family, it had been so long since I had seen them. It was almost like nothing had changed when I arrived that day. They were still the same loving family I had known before. I saw his sisters, but more importantly I saw him. I missed him so deeply, so greatly, I could never forget him, it had been almost 3 years now. I was finally here, standing in front of the one who I thought of constantly since the day I left. And his smile sent shivers down my spine, and a spike of happiness. He hugged me, but said nothing. I played around with his sisters, asked them how they were doing, played some games. And then I was left alone with him, I kept talking to him. He hardly said much, but he smiled when

Guysssss!!! I just found out that they aren't related!!!!  >_<  YESH!!! Ermehstars! I. Ship. It. Hard. Oms! Jace and Clary >_>     SIMON IS SO ADORABLE!!! :3333  I just love how he said this to Clary, that he will always feel like he's alive as long as he remembers how it felt to love her. I think that's really cute :P So, Simon has a lot of girls now. xD We have, Maia, Isabelle, and maybe Clary. I love Maia, I think he should date her. She seems kind, and plus, it might settle some disagreements between night children. Isabelle is nice as well, but she seems kind of....wild. Life Stuff I have the flu. Its super annoying. I have to blow my nose every 5 seconds. BTW It is not fun. I am stuck in bed, and I have to sleep all the time. I just got bored and decided to visit my little thought sharing center. ;P If you are wondering what a flu is, it consists of: Runny nose, headache, body pain, fatigue, sore throat, and an extra period. Which also inclu

. Yo, dad, remember what you promised. No sneaking 'round my blog. o-o I'm watching you. <_< .. ... .... ..... ...... ...... ........ ......... .......... ........... BOOKS ARE FOOD FOR OUR BRAINS AND OUR EMOTIONS .......... ......... ........ .......  ...... ..... ....  ... .. . *cough* That should work!! Anywho!! So, there's this really annoying thing my does when we watch a movie. It goes like this: When I was under 11 years old. *kissing scene comes along* *makes barfing sounds* *covers eyes as dad proceeds to cover mine, super tightly* And now that I'm older: *kissing scene comes along* *freaks out about how cute it is* *they lean in and, SMACK! My dad's hand covers my freaking face. And its like a lock. You have to pry it off your face just to see what happened. LIKE WHAT DAD?!?! THIS IS THE BEST PART OF THE MOVIE!!!! I'm freaking old now. I freaking write fan fiction for other people about there firs

WARNING: MAJOR SPOILERS FOR MORTAL INSTRUMENTS THE SECOND BOOK. DO NOT PROCEED IF YOU WISH TO REMAIN SANITARY. MAJOR SPOILERS.  Hewo guys!! Oh my stars! I just started reading mortal instruments, and I'm on the second book now! *crosses fingers* *whispers* Jace and Clary can not be related to each other. can. not...*cough* I feel so bad for Simon, I mean if he was a werewolf at least he could be in the sunlight, and maybe be friends with Maia. BUT I MEAN, A VAMPIRE?! That is so freaking sad in my opinion. And since I have a book crush on him, is not helping this situation at all. Nada. Not at all. I mean, I still ship her with Simon. I'm afraid that he'll wake up one day and hate her guts. Hmm, one day, shouldn't it be one night? *cough* I mean I don't want her to use Aspen ( +Nicole Gordon ) as a life support *cough* I meant Simon as a life support. Like when something goes wrong she just makes out with him, which is seriously messed up. Like if she gets married